13.04.03 - 10:52 a.m.

i went home and laid down last night, waited for
tim to call, waited to go pick him up and the
air around my head was heavy, my chest was tight and achy.
the phone rang i put on different pants and a jacket
and when i opened the door i realized it wasnt
just me - it was balmy and uncertain outside, barely
starting to drizzle, squelching the party next door.