01.04.05 - 5:25 p.m.

anxiety manifesting itself in pinkeye, bronchitis.
hair touching shoulders, grilled cheese every day again.
neil young and bloc party. writing only in cursive.
sewing to calm my nerves. three broken needles
in a row. almond l'occitane soap and soaking until the water
goes cold.
red on my fingers and thinking it's blood. the
taste of acrylic ink, a stained bottom lip.
picking out clothes, trying on shoes, pre-packing.
cat pee and vanilla, only after i blow my nose.