22.10.03 - 1:12 a.m.

did i ever tell you that the weekend i came to see
you my father had a withdrawal seizure and i left
him in a hospital bed my mother at his side and when
i stepped off the train onto the platform in philadelphia
wading through a purse full of notes and receipts to
find adams mobile phone number i debated
never going home again, hiding out in that
giant gilded train station forever.