19.11.03 - 2:19 a.m.

five hours later i have been given a cheesecake
by a grateful friend, hugged and hugged
and invited to new york, called, goodnighted
and i love youd for no particular reason and
he was negated so many times over.
you know, i like my heart - not my
hair not my
nose or my thick ankles or my nervous lisp but
im not so easily convinced anymore; call me an
idiot cunt all you like.