11.09.08 - 8:47 p.m.

the funny thing about today is that it started with someone telling me i wasn't crazy. i got a rosemary sea salt roll and the girl wished me a most beautiful afternoon. when i walked past the greenhouse, ben appeared, said hey, gorgeous and took a bite of bread. it was sunny and easy to believe that it would, in fact, be a lovely day.

i forgot, though, dear reader, that this is my life and sadly, nice weather and validations of sanity can turn into threatening to mace someone in the grocery store parking lot in a matter of hours.