06.11.04 - 2:45 p.m.
i don't think i could accurately describe
how little i am looking forward to the next
two weeks. my hair has instinctively formed
itself into a sensible bob and i'm putting off
packing if only for the moment when i have to
decide what is and is not appropriate to wear to ones
fathers funeral and how one determines this
when the father in question hasn't actually
died yet. is it a jinx to pack the black
dress my mother always referred to as her
funeral getup?