14.04.03 - 1:33 a.m.

i stood there for those thirty minutes, twenty years
jaw set swallowing swallowing trying not to bawl
behind me one i am married to beside me
one trying to make me smile and far far
in front like a television show the one im
so strangely attracted to and the one who
cant stand to talk to me. i TRIED which is what everyone
advised, what shouldve worked if commanding high heels,
not getting so emotional failed.

on the ride home, a shoulder squeeze:
i'll never sell you out.
thanks danny.