12.02.06 - 11:22 a.m.

everything feels like okay let's get the show on the road. things to do. books to print. going to sleep at six and waking up three hours later to my own conscience: get up. get something done. back to sleep and two hours later: enough with the self pity. get up. don't forget your antibiotics today. finish that short story. wear a dress, maybe, and stop being so sullen.