22.02.08 - 2:12 p.m.

i dreamt last night that michelle williams lived next door to me, in will's apartment which is almost in michelle williams' actual neighborhood. i met heath ledger on the sidewalk; he was lamenting the fact that his ex-fiancee and daughter wouldn't acknowledge his presence there in front of their door. i told him it was natural for them to be angry; that i was angry with my brother for killing himself, too.

predictably, today is not going well.