30.04.09 - 11:38 a.m.
i need a uniform and my hair to grow. some things to reinstate the way i am. i need to redevelop some written relationships as my language skills are waning. i'm not reading enough; gordon ramsay has taken over my life. sadness and the potential of motherhood has made me into something i'm not, but that kid's just gonna have to let me be me.