04.09.05 - 2:10 p.m.
sometimes people make things harder than they have to be, and pushiness begets pushiness as so many other negative things call for the equally negative in neat pairs - a lack of tact and a lack of subtlety; naivete and snobbery.
i'm saying this because i wouldn't have blamed you -- didn't for a long time, but it's worn on me. i feel like a record that's been left on its turntable for years, the same song digging deeper and deeper, sounding worse with each repetition.