14.12.05 - 3:56 p.m.

according to this book, i am diligent, intelligent and reliable; a fussy worrywart. last night i discovered that i look like jeanne moreau ("dumpy, plain-faced and sullen") who in movies reveals herself to be a surprisingly interesting, if homely, girl who wins your heart eventually. new goal: see a jeanne moreau movie. determine whether or not i actually look like her. this will require reverting to my eight and nine-year old selves. lots of bathroom mirror time. hair up, hair down, different angles and every color of shirt i own.