15.01.07 - 3:57 p.m.

the only way i can not be depressed is to absorb myself in it for a minute. enjoy caffeine, eating soft cheeses, staying up late with little consequence, not vomiting. i'm busying my hands with small projects. for the record, this makes me no less ecstatic than i claim to be. i am, however, declaring a moratorium on best friend fertility for approximately six months which may at some point be revised to one year.